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[11 May 2011|10:19pm]
Paranoia is a skill, the secret to longevity.
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Diginity [05 May 2011|01:14am]
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation.
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Come too fast. [18 Mar 2011|01:35am]
Hey, I accidentally stumbled upon ellegarden and sadly it reminds of my sordid history.
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littlething [01 Mar 2011|11:02pm]
When will the dog days be over?
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There's always some baggage you've got to check [19 Jan 2011|08:18pm]
I know there's no depth you wouldn't sink for the chance.
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I'd say to you we could take to the highway [20 Sep 2010|10:00pm]
There is so much dejavu going on in my life that i just cant contemplate between reality and dreams. Lately, people have been asking me why i dont have a girlfriend. Its not about my sexual preference or what. Its more like issues with commitments. Oh wait i think im suffering from minor bipolar disorder. Why so elite?
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[19 Aug 2010|09:09pm]
Gloomy much, i just can't spur myself up.
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[13 Jul 2010|01:22am]
It's fresh from my memory, it's like something that just happened yesterday. I still remember when I was this young little curious boy who walked passed a mamashop few blocks behind my old house. Something pink caught my attention, something bright pink. It was those old school bomb pack where you squeeze and throw it on the ground and it will explode. It may sounds lame but at that point of time, I was fucking fascinated with the it. I merely stared at it for like 5 seconds, like a kid yearning for lollipop. Then, someone secretly bought it for me even though I insisted that I did not like it. He was my dad. I swear my heart melted at that point of time. This memory lingers around me whenever I broke/disappointed him time and time again. Seriously hanbin you don't fucking deserve him.
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Mind fuck. [11 Jul 2010|08:59pm]
" There is also a social aspect to yawning. Psychologists have placed actors in crowded rooms and auditoriums and had them deliberately yawn. Within moments, there is usually an increase in yawning by everyone else in the room. Similarly, people who watch films or videos of others yawning are more likely to yawn." It creeps the fuck out of me, even when im typing this out i yawn a couple of times.
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Muse convert. [28 May 2010|03:03am]
I am terribly upset with the death of slipknot bassist, Paul Gray. People tend to have issues with tattoo and smoking like seriously, why make such a big fuss over it. Stereotype all of these behaviors merely show how shallow you people are.
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[22 May 2010|10:15pm]
I prefer tanned ang moh girls than local ones. Hahahahahh
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I was burned [16 May 2010|07:49pm]
edDiscontentment. Disappointment. Disgruntlement. So contagious, drives you real low.
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to make this right again [10 May 2010|11:00am]
Mutual? I don't know, I seriously don't know.
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anger swells in my guts [02 May 2010|01:44am]
A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
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pain is temporary, defeat is permanent [18 Apr 2010|07:28pm]
Bye Pulau Tekong, Hello Mowbray Camp.
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[13 Apr 2010|11:35pm]
My motivation


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[12 Apr 2010|11:38pm]
Once an Orion 02/10 platoon 4, always will be one. POP lo, it's is where buddies are seperated. Literally like one of the army songs, "can't forget days in army, with my buddy and my rifle and meeeeeeeeeeeee".
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its all wrong, its all right. its all, its all. [09 Apr 2010|12:28am]
Contemplate commitment
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[25 Mar 2010|06:47pm]
How not to get sick of radiohead
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jetblack feeling [02 Feb 2010|09:40pm]
2 more days and then say hi to tekong.
Wash my own garment,
Wake up at 5am,
Wear fucking men's fbt for training,
But please, hauntuuuu please stay away from me.
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